wow. so today was my last final as an undergrad. ever. wow. wow. wow. soooo, what now? still looking around for jobs. keep your fingers crossed for me. hopefully life works out alright.
in weight related news, yanno whats been happening lately? i look in the mirror and i kinda dig what i see. WOAH. im not sure that i have ever been like this. but i've been working hard for my body and now its paying off. i definitely have lost some fat and starting gaining muscle... still have body fat in some hard-to-lose places tho >.< like, the sides of my back.. idk what to call that area. but like, btwn your armpit and your hip... the place where your bra strap pinches and makes you look fat. that area WILL NOT SHRINK. geeeez. i thought my arms and stomach were gonna be the difficult places, but my arms are looking pretty nice these days and my tummy is getting there (still have fat to lose, but toning up slowly over time). but this side area... idk wtf to do!!? its not like a muscley area that you can work a bunch.. or is it?? is there something im missing here?? grrrrr. i'll probably spend some time googling that tonight, cause honestly, if that went away i'd like my body a lot more. its the only area that im sad about =/
anyways, been eating pretty well lately too. on a good low fat diet, plenty of good fiber carbs and veggies and fruits. been into greek yogurt lately too.. mmmmmm. the low fat kind is pretty good for you! its low fat, low sugar, decent protein.. and i eat it with fruit. cant beat that!
ok off to go google stuff. but here are a few pics. sorry im slacking lately!
Hi blogging world.
This is the start of my blog. Lets see if I can keep it up! Im 21 years old, 5'8, don't know how much I weigh, but I think 135ish? So, for my height, thats not really fat. And I don't think I'm fat. Just a little pudgy. Anyway, my goal is to lose about 10 pounds of fat and tone up a bit. I've had an eating disorder, but have since gotten over it... mostly. It's something I usually end up doing when I feel like my life is out of my control and I want some control back. I'm about to graduate college, which means: real world, here I come! WHICH IS SO TERRIFYING! I don't know where I'm going, what I'm going to do, etc. So, I decided to lose weight.
For the past week I've been eating pretty well.. restricting calories (but not too much!) and going to the gym several times a week doing cardio and weight stuff. I already see an improvement (nothing major). So i Just need to keep it up! I'm going for a megan fox look (i love her)... thin, but not super scary boney skinny.
I'll post thinspo often, but not the boney kind. The kind of girls who look like what I want to look like. I'll also post updates with my weight (as soon as I get a scale).. and maybe eventually some before/after pics of myself.
anyways on to the thinspo, cause thats what you're all here for. I like tattooed, pierced, alternative girls, so most of my pics will look like that :)
